Believe in yourself!
When things in life become challenging, it's easy to stop believing in yourself. It becomes easier to walk away in defeat.
My wish is for you to buckle down and ask others for help so you can do the hard work with confidence. Don't feel shame for needing help. If someone judges you, they likely judge themselves and everyone else. You don't need that person to help you. Reach out instead to someone with a heart. We're on this planet to help each other. We lose if we try to go it alone.